Today I saw you.
My heart didn’t jump for joy.
The heavens didn’t part and the angels lay still.
I was still thinking about the one who’s arms I had only just left.

I felt curiously empty at the thought of you.
The storm you usually create was dormant. A vast change to before.
I saw your face, the way you walk and the storm didn’t try to drown me.
I was okay.

That is when I realised that it was over.

You can not hurt me any more with your lies.
The scars may remain and on the odd occasion a dull ache will emit from them.
But you can not inflect any new pains on me.

I have moved past you.
I am in a place where you can no longer touch me.
I am soaring above you, running in a distance in front of you.
I am no longer by your side.

You can not hurt me.

For all of the glory, happiness and love it was not worth the pain and suffering of the lies lies lies you inflected upon me.

I’m sorry. I asked too much of you and you were simply not enough.
You could of never been what I asked for.
For asking that of you – I’m sorry.


xo Mel.


About kamaness

Hi! I'm Mel. I run Kamaness with my two siblings Karl and Ness. Not that they post. It's pretty much just me talking about myself to myself.
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